I'm so pleased with them. I think I'll never take them off. Yes, I shall sleep in them.

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Animefest excitement anyone? I know I made a video about it...

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But I just learned that mah buddy won't be comin in for the con. Therefore, I've ordered a Mikami wig and will just Death Note it up. Again. Sigh. I like Death Note, but I was really tryin to deviate from it a bit. xD I could ideally go in a Hogwarts costume or Zuko or something. But at A-kon there was a serious lack of Avatar cosplayers, and while it would be fun to sneer at everyone and call them Mudbloods, I'd probably have the same issue: lack of Hogwarts cosplayers. So I'd be sort of alone. HOWEVER I know there are always tons of Death Note cosplayers, and while it makes me less unique, it means I fit in with a crowd I can hang with because we're all from the same show, ya dig?

So yes. That's my plan. My wig will come in some time this week, and I'll be sure to camwhore plenty. Also, my Slytherin-themed Converse should be here tomorrow, which I'm also excited about. :D

Just got e'm taken.

In my Slytherin uniform.

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Hahaha every time my dad and I go to see a movie at the Studio Movie Grill, I order coffee. However, the person who takes and orders and the person who delivers the food is different, so every time we order, the server tries to give my dad the coffee and me his diet Pepsi. We're both like 'um ew' and switch. I just find this funny because my dad hates coffee more than he hates Obama, and it always baffles everyone when I order coffee at a restaurant and my parents order like, Coke and stuff.

Also uber excited about my costume design for Infinitusss. HPDFW is going to rock the house next year, so beware. Totally jealous of all the HPDFW-siders (if anyone knows what I did there, then KUDOS TO YOU) who got to goooo. I hate missin out on funtiems.

Oh, and to those who remember/care, I got accepted to the charter school and will start on the twenty-forth. Sigh. I'm excited and bummed at the same time. I have to wear a uniform WUTWUT SADFAIS.

I was thinking of getting a tattoo some time. Over the years I've gathered quotes that I know for sure I want inked, and so far I haaaaave...

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I only have three, but they're quite amusing, methinks.

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Yuppp. In a couple months, I will probably be seeing a gender therapist. :] I'm excited. My parents and I all think that some of my past and present depression/dissatisfaction with life has to do with some gender dysphoria, and that I just haven't been going to the right physcho/chiatrists. There's a gender therapist near me in the area (and they're in the gayborhood, how awesome is that?) and Mom says after Grammy leaves on Friday and after I get set up with public school that she'll make an appointment for me to see him. I hope it works.

Also, I babysat my toddler-age cousins yesterday with my brother, and good lord, I was happy to receive twenty-five bucks for it, but my cousins are hellions. O_o Every second they're bouncing off the walls, screaming, bossing us around, demanding things, and generally being obnoxious. Now I've seen some rowdy kids, but I think Alex and Emily take the cake. At least they mind when we tell them stuff.

But my aunt and uncle don't discipline them like, at all. Occasionally they'll tell them not to do something, but they never taught them to not interrupt when the adults are talking, to use their INSIDE VOICE, and to calmthefuckdown. I asked Mom if Merlon and I were like that when we were their age, and she's like 'Nooooo. Y'all had yer moments, but we didn't let y'all stay that loud and that obnoxious for very long. Y'all knew it was unacceptable to scream inside the house and interrupt the adults.' xD So we were moderately well-behaved children, I suppose.

Yes. I'm going back to public school in the 'fall' (which is technically still summer in Texas, but whatevs). I'm scared. >: I haven't been in public school for three years. Junior high and high school were hell, and I'm afraid of the same experience. T_T It's charter school, so it's only four hours a day and it goes really fast and it's all in one classroom with not many people and all your work is on a computer, so it's not social much at all, so hopefully it'll be different. I'm just worried that the administration will once again have an aversion to me. .-.

And, being public school, I'm not allowed to have green hair. So I have bleach in my hair at the moment. I look like a Malfoy currently, since it's all turning bright platinum blond. But I'll be dying it red shortly after I wash it out, so then I'll be a Weasley. : D

Mmph. I dun wanna go back to public school, but I won't be able to graduate if I don't. WHAT IF EVERYONE HATES MEEEEE. *wibble*

This is what I've decided. It's far too hot and humid. I can't walk to the mailbox without sweating. >: I can't even drive well because the wheel (not to mention EVERY OTHER CONTROL INSIDE THE CAR) is too fucken hot. I have to wear gloves if I'm gonna drive. And I still manage to sweat even with the AC on full-blast. HEAT SUCKSSS. HOW CAN PEOPLE LIKE SUMMER?

I'm not checking my mail till November. Till then, you can find me living in the freezer.

Also, my friend Michelle keeps Twittering (tweeting, whatthefuckever) about what's goin in in Iran with the Basijis and stuff. Before I wasn't too interested in what was going on, but goddamnmichelle, she keeps posting links that I CAN'T NOT CLICK ON. The fact that she says 'explicit images' just makes me want to click it moreee. And then I do and then I get sadfais. Never before have I seen what an axe wound looks like, but goddamn, i will never forget. Random people just get shot.

I watched one video of a college or something where students were being sniped at and the video was of them trying to save these two boys who were just shot. One was bleeding from the head, the other from between his hipbone and groin, right there on the hip flexor. They were using belts as tourniquets and stuff to try and save them whilst gunshots are rattling in the background. It's so touching and sad and while I don't cry, I was still like O.O hand-over-mouth-eyes-wide-like-a-deer-in-headlights face. It's so terrible.

Oh, and obligatory tribute to Jacko. ilu4ever. And while I told way too many bad MJ jokes, I really will miss him.